She spoke first.
Today.
To me.
A real conversation.
After 11 days 3 hours and 27 minutes.
But she left without saying goodbye...
No... I won't blame you, no matter how much my head or my heart tell me to. Its just not right. I do want to help so much... But I should be relieved that you are not detesting me. I do hope you will find yourself soon. When that time comes, and you see the world in a new light, maybe that's when your life really starts.