Here I am, sitting in my little corner at 5 am in the morning wondering what to do with my life... Doesn't make any sense to you? Don't worry, doesn't make any sense to me either. Now I finally realise why 古人说:做人难,做好人更难。
Does it even matter that I'm just wasting my life away, thinking I'm achieving something, but I'm not? No I guess it doesn't matter... Not to you, nor to anyone else...
Here's a song that's been floating near the edge of my thoughts recently...I'm sure you know it is dedicated to you:
Reflections Christina Aguilera
Look at me You make think you see Who I really am But you'll never know me Every day It's as if I played a part Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show Who I am inside?
I am now In a world where I have to hide my heart And what I believe in But somehow I will show the world What's inside my heart And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection Someone I don't know? Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time? When will my reflection show Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free to fly That burns with a need to know the reason why Why must we all conceal What we think How we feel? Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide? I won't pretend that I'm Someone else For all time When will my reflection show Who I am inside? When will my reflection show Who I am inside?