Thursday, September 01, 2005
I am so burnt out. School plus bridge and probably chess is starting to kill. I am looking forward to when all this is over. Which isn't anytime soon. But all the same its good to have some hope, even if I'm only clutching at straws.
The stress is mounting. And so is the pile of homework. Who will understand?? Who can I share it with?? Who... who... who...
All the pain, all the joy, all the agony, all the elation, all the despair, all the hope...
It'd be so good if only... and only if...
What if...? How could...? Can it...? Should it...?
I think too much. And I'll go to bed. For once, before 12.
P.S. CH and I got 2nd yesterday, after Mark and Edmund. =)
P.P.S. I just received more devastating news. Charles' mother has passed on. Let us bow our heads and observe a couple minutes' silence in loving memory of a dedicated mother and wife.
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things you can't explain, you sacrifice, give everything you've got and don't think twice.
posted by time traveller @ 23:20
6 comments
hihi... aww... poor u...
hmm.. chess??? did i see wrongly???
aiyoh.. relax lar... haha... quote frm my frens out there... boat reach bridge naturally straight.. haha... ur language so powerful sure noe wat it mean one...
anw, juz jia you lor... perhaps u shld take a break like me!!! haha... i'm not gonna step out of e house tml!!! gonna juz stay home n rest!!! yay!!! juz for one day... to be freed of all those responsibilities n such... yup... recharge my battery...
-XY
arloez =P nope you didn't see wrongly... chess... I was a former chess player before I converted =)
And perhaps I should take a break... things have been getting too hectic. But there's no time to take a rest... So must carry on...
jiayou ah!=).. haha.. i'm slacking now to recharge.. yay.. lolz.. must slp more.. i woke up at 9.. but lazed around in bed until 1130.. hahaa. ain't i pro.. =).. most importantly.. must
-SMILE-!!!!!!=D
Yeah girl! =P thanks arhz =))
But you must work hard too k!! =PpP
hehe... i beat u to it man.. yh, haha... i woke at 10+am... den lazed around.. n slept again.. den woke at 12noon!!! arent i brilliant? =P
chess referring to chinese chess or international chess? haha... tho i haf a feeling its more likely its e latter... hmm.. but on second thots it may be e former too... coz u erm... pro cheena stuff? haha... ^^
well, jia you den!!!
-XY
Its the latter... actually I used to play both... chi chess in lower sec and int chess in upper sec. So there =)
But I didn't play chess in JC caz the team was horrible. =)