This is not the best time to do this, you know? There's school later today and here I am.
But the whole of today, I got down to thinking. And more thinking.
I took a step back
And looked at the world.
What did I see?
Nothing.
Clear skies, tempestuous thunderstorms, I can't tell the difference anymore.
I'm lost.
More lost than the sheep in a pasture.
Maybe what I need is for someone to tie a rope round my neck and drag me behind a car going at a hundred miles an hour.
The world is a very cruel place.
I should just hibernate for the next hundred years or live like a hermit and shun everyone else.
The world that Ghandi and Martin Luther King Jr. envisioned just doesn't exist today.
I'm lost... I'm lost.
There is no single person on this planet that understands my plight, because everybody else believes they are in a similar plight, which is false.
Maybe there will be one in future.
Maybe I am destined to remain single.
Maybe... maybe...
Utopia is a concept/word that should never have been invented. - timetraveller