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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Think its about time I blogged. Actually wanted to write in detail about last thursday, but guess I'll briefly talk about it.

Lets see. On last thursday, erick and I played against ey and gx. There were 4 spectacular hands. One was a 7NT that made on a finesse bid and played by me, one was a 6D bid and played by erick that just made, but could be +1. Another was a 3 suit squeeze played as an automatic double squeeze against gx, and another simple squeeze against ey. All in the span of 20 boards. Amazing odds of them occuring, I tell you.

Friday. I think we played more. Ya we did. At night. And I told my tuition kid I wasnt going down cause I wanted to sleep in to rest more. And I felt so bad cause his exam was on monday.

Then came saturday. The first half was irreparable. 'Nuff said.
Slept late on saturday preparing sunday's stuff. 0340.

Sunday morning. Was awake too early to believe it. Went through the morning and afternoon quite okay. It was mother's day too. I cant believe I totally forgot about it and didnt get my mum anything, but I did wish her. And well, my heart goes out to....
The day ended quite traumatically for angel. I still cant believe that. Such people exist. And she. Well. I was annoyed at her. Yeah I dont deny that. But well, it passed. Hope she's well.

Monday. Tuition routine. Nothing special.

Tuesday. Yesterday. Now this day was hectic. Meeting in the morning in school. Okay. Ended around lunch. Went back home to get ready for... stuff. Then finished at around 1810. Rushed back to school while picking up dinner along the way. On the way there... Something happened. Made me feel kinda depressed.
Actually when you turned around, I wanted to reach out, grab you, and say something, but I didnt move, and nothing came out.
Managed arrive in time to play the 2nd round while we sat out the first round. And it made me feel again how fun it was to play with hj. Haha. And we only played 16 boards cause of sit out 4 boards. Anyway we ended up 2nd due to some stupid mistakes, but it was good enough.
So when I reached home, it was time to attack that depression. During a long phone call to angel, it got better, then it dipped again, due to certain revelations. But well. It should be better. Slept at 0400.

Wednesday. Again pushed tuition away. I better not make it a habit. Slept in till 4pm. Answered a few sms'es along the way. Woke up, felt stoned, and indeed, did stone. At night. Talked to people. Planned a little for the next week. Yup.

Actually, there's lots of stuff I have to do, like plan for the following month and such. But I cant find the mood to do it. I told myself I'll do it after I get out of the bath at 8pm. But I still didnt find the mood. Hmmm. Ohwells.

We are born with the natural tendency to forget memories. It is, more often than not, enough for us to forget our unhappy moments. -timetraveller